Just this afternoon, I received an email from something called 10Q. Now, 10Q was a set of 10 questions I filled out over 10 days this time last year. It had everything from what I was in the past, to the present to what I was looking forward to in the future. And damn, have I changed.
The last few questions asked me about my passions, a person that I wanted to investigate more, how I would feel when I opened the questions again a year later, and my predictions for 2012. So many of those questions revolved around my now ex boyfriend. I had written about my desires to make him happy and to remind myself how awesome he was everyday. Needless to say, nothing's the same.
Life changes in ways you would never expect. Nothing you ever think is going to come true, comes true. Life just picks you up and drags you where it wishes. Now, this is not to say I'm unhappy with where I am now. Actually, it's quite the opposite. But it's like going back on Facebook to your old pictures from high school. They're memories, but memories that will not come around again. You have a touch of nostalgia and for what where there, but you realize and know the truth of the matter.
With the 2012 10Q coming up again in a few days, I'm going to be sure to answer them because quite honestly, I smile when I see how far I've come and what I've been able to accomplish.
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